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The Mountain You Are Allowed to Touch

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There is a fence in the story of Sinai that people forget, and it is the whole point.

Before Yahuah came down on the mountain to give His people the covenant, He told Moses to put a boundary around it. Draw a line at the base. Warn the people not to cross it, not to press up onto the mountain, not even to touch the edge of it. Anyone who touches the mountain will die — not as a punishment for curiosity, but because the holiness on that height was simply more than a person could survive at close range. Even an animal that wandered across the line was not to be touched by human hands; it had to be killed with stones or arrows from a distance. The mountain of God was, that day, a place you could only approach by staying away from it.

And then the mountain caught fire. The Scriptures pile up the words for it — blazing fire, darkness, gloom, a storm, the blast of a trumpet growing louder and louder, a voice speaking words so heavy that the people begged for it to stop. They could not bear another syllable. They stood at the bottom of the smoking mountain and shook. And here is the detail the letter to the Hebrews reaches back and pulls out, centuries later, to make its point: even Moses, the one man allowed up the slope, the friend of God, said, I am trembling with fear. If the mediator himself was shaking, imagine the crowd behind the rope.

That was the mountain of God. Terrifying. Fenced. Fatal to touch. A summit that pushed you back with the sheer weight of what was on it.

You did not come to that one

Now here is the sentence in Hebrews that I cannot get over, and that I think is one of the most beautiful things ever written about worship.

You have not come to a mountain that can be touched, the letter says — meaning that old, blazing, fenced-off, unbearable one. You did not climb Sinai. You did not arrive at the fire and the darkness and the trumpet that made a nation beg for silence.

You have come, it says instead, to Mount Zion.

You have come to the city of the living God, the heavenly Jerusalem. You have come to thousands upon thousands of angels — and here is the word that stops me every time — gathered in festal assembly. A festival. A feast. A gathering thrown for joy. You have come to the assembly of the firstborn whose names are written in heaven, and to God the judge of all, and to the spirits of the righteous made complete, and to Yeshua, the mediator of a new covenant, whose blood speaks a better word than any that was ever thundered off of Sinai.

Read those two mountains next to each other and feel the difference in your chest. One is wrapped in storm; the other in light. One has a rope around it; the other has a gate standing open. One is a voice so heavy the people plead for it to end; the other is the sound of an innumerable company keeping a feast. The mountain of God has not gotten smaller or less holy — Zion is more glorious than Sinai ever was — but its holiness has changed what it does to you when you draw near. Sinai pushed you back. Zion pulls you up. Sinai was a warning at a distance. Zion is a party you are late to.

Listen to the sound coming off the summit

I climb real mountains, and I know the two kinds of silence a summit can give you. There is the silence that is a warning — the silence of exposure, of thin air and gathering weather, of a place that does not want you there and is telling you to turn around. And there is the other silence, the one that is full, the summit where you come over the last rise and something in you unclenches and you know, without being told, that you have arrived somewhere you were made to be.

The genius of Hebrews is that it tells you which kind of summit your worship is actually climbing toward. When you gather with the people of God and lift a song — even a plain one, even a tired one, even a Tuesday one — you are not creeping up to the base of a smoking mountain hoping not to be struck. You are joining a festival already thundering along at the top. The angels are already there in their uncountable thousands. The assembly of the firstborn is already gathered. The feast is already underway. Your song is not knocking on a locked door of a fenced mountain. It is a voice added to a celebration that has been going since before you were born and will not stop after you die.

That is why I can never take lightly what happens when a congregation sings. It looks, from the outside, like a room of ordinary people making ordinary sound. But the letter says we have come to Zion — present tense, already, now — which means the wall between the plain room and the festal mountain is thinner than the singers know. The heavenly assembly is not somewhere we are trying to reach with our music. It is the room we are already standing in when we open our mouths.

The mountain that came down to be touched

And here is why the fence came down, why the mountain you climb now is one you are allowed to touch, why the fire that once said stay back has become a light that says come up.

It is the last name in the list. Yeshua, the mediator of a new covenant, and the sprinkled blood that speaks a better word. The reason a person can now come all the way up the holy mountain and live is not that God grew less holy. It is that the mediator went up first, and went through, and made a way where there had only been a rope. The blood at the base of the old mountain kept you at a distance. The blood of the new covenant carries you across. The mountain that once killed anyone who touched it has, in Yeshua, become the mountain you are invited to ascend with singing.

So if some part of you still worships from behind the rope — still approaches God braced for the storm, still half-expects the trembling and the trumpet, still believes the summit wants you gone — hear the better word. That is Sinai, and you did not come to Sinai. You came to Zion. You came to the festival. You came to the mountain that opened its gate and lit its heights and sent its own Son down to walk you up.

Listen to the sound coming off that summit.

It is not a warning. It is a feast. And there is a place at it with your name on it, already written down, waiting for your voice.

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